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Best of the day
- My practice was amazing. Not that I played like Hillary Hahn, but I liked my music. I haven't practiced Elgar for a month, but it was still there. Actually I played better than a month ago. Some more interesting discoveries about my bow hold and how it works. Read Viextemps concerto No.5 because my student is playing it and I sucked in front of her for weeks. I remember how I played it in high school and got great grade. I love playing my instrument...
Worst of the day
- I didn't express P what I need well enough. I was simply expecting that we would have some time to talk, but he played tennis twice longer than usual. I started feeling anxious that we wouldn't have time to talk before I have to talk to mom about my situation. I hope I can do better.
Upcoming pleasure
- We're gonna play pops concert with James Bond music. Should I wear some 60's make up?
Upcoming concern
- The talk with mom. I don't know how it's gonna unfold. I am scared that I won't be able to convince mom or my other family. Maybe I am not believing 100% what is right for me.
Comments
I am actually more positive after reading your new move with your bf. I had been curious about your situation last winter. I am sure many people went through some dark time and you seem like you've been through the tunnel with courage.