staying with family

Sep 2, 2009 at 9:03 PM
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makes me feel like a little loser-ish.
Orchestra may go on a strike.
My bf doesn't want to make a decision even though my green card situation doesn't look the most positive. We discuss heavily and I feel like it's great that I can have such an honest talk with him in a civil way, but feeling lost about my position in this relationship.
My sister and her new born son look so lovely. But the baby reminds me of my lost child.
I get along with mom better, but still the idea of living closer to her gives me headache.

Did I do it again? Did I drive myself to where I didn't want to be again?

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Austin1234 wrote:
Sep 2, 2009

[this is good]

Did I drive myself to where I didn't want to be again?

Don't we all? It occurs to me that we are what we can survive. Not that we don't deserve more, but we must survive first.

mad-tante wrote:
Sep 3, 2009

I hope things turn better for you.

I have several reasons for living close/ with family and with the 46% income loss that took place at the beginning of the year, I'm glad I had a place to go.

You're talented, smart, good at networking -- some of us aren't. I know you can rely on your many skills to help get you where you want to be soon, even if it's not instant.

Best wishes!