If I don't hear anything from Citizenship and Immigration Service before exp date, I have to leave this country. There's no grace period, so I probably should have airplane ticket that leaves on 25th. I'll be preparing leaving more seriously from September. Once I leave here, green card process is over.

I am nervous. Very. But, not too bad.

I love my sister. She is very realistic and practical. When I start day dreaming, she reminds me of reality.
It doesn't feel pleasant when reality stings into my skin, but I am grateful that I get a reminder from someone who really cares for me.

I'm trying to be positive. Trying to see every single thing, even if it's really small, as a positive sign. Def it's not the end of the world except I am not even half way prepared for "plan B".
When I look back my life, I never really had plan B. I was not lucky with small things, but I have been very fortunate whenever I pushed through my goal and dream. It was tough and painful and I worked really hard for them. But I also know that luck helped me as well.

Right now, there's nothing I, management or my lawyer can do really.

Recently more people need my hands for professional and personal things. My student, who is brilliant, told me about how much she is scared by observing the severely declining life of her granddad. I wish people respect other's vulnerability more instead of taking advantage of it.

Shit, I start getting too depressive. Gotta run.

Have a great weekend, people!!! Enjoy in full!

Bullet bounces off US woman's bra

Apr 23, 2009

This is how we survive in Michigan.

clipped from news.bbc.co.uk

A US woman had a lucky escape when a burglar's bullet bounced off the metal underwire in her bra.

Police in the city of Detroit said one of three intruders fired a shot when the woman looked out of her window and saw them raiding the house next door.